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| So I gave up my crown saturday, I was so sad. I thought I would be so happy to give it up cuz it was so much work and time, but I was really sad. Oh well I still have my other crown and title, which I don't give up till june I think. I have decided I don't like the Miss America organization that much. My friend Cailtin was Miss Michigan Teen Usa last year, she just gave up her title too and it seemed so much more fun, I think next year I may try and compete again, none this year. Of course this weekend was full of food and going out to dinner, my mom flew in from Seattle for the pageant, she came to UofM first and stayed with me and helped me study thursday night for my chem test, and she proof read some of my papers, we rented a car then and I wrote my papers in the car. It was a fun weekend, just very sad. I was so upset, my mom had to bring my dresses from home, it was gold and beautiful and she brought a few extras just in case. Well I got to rehearsal friday night and everyone is in their gowns and a girl has my dress on!!! We had the same one I was so mad, there was no way I was going to wear it then so I had to wear a different one, I got stuck wearing the one I won the crown in it, but it was ok bcuz it's beautiful and I loved that dress. I'm definitely not weighing myself till I get back on track. I have class at one and I have some homework to finish up on so I'm just going to post some pictures.
Dancing
Speaking
Saying goodbye, my sister queen from another county is on the left
Crowing my beautiful predocessor
  
and one from Cali over break, with some siblings
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| I'm having one of the worst weeks of my life. I hate school, it's too stressful. All my teachers had to pile on the papers and tests right before exams. Next week is going to be hell. On top of that I give away my crown tomorrow night, so I don't even have time to write my 10 page paper or my 5 page or my page 3 page one or study!!!! I seriously hate my life, I don't know how I'm going to do it. Plus I'm 109 pounds... why don't I just kill myself now and make it easier.
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| Hope everyone had a great weekend. I know I did, despite Michigan's loss to OSU, that's ok the game was still fun. I think I got hypothermia but it was fun. I ended up hanging out with my friends friday night and ate 2 slices of pizza and bread sticks. Afterwards I seriously was about to cry, so I went and purged, only the 3rd time I have here. It is only a last resort, but it was necessary. Now today I'm back on track, I want to lose 5 pounds by the time I come back from thanksgiving, I'm going to Cali for thanksgiving! Just found out, so excited! I really want to see my sister. Kinda sad I'm not going home to Seattle tho, I haven't been home since august. My flight is tomorrow night. I can't believe it's almost the xmas season! Time sure flies when you're in college. I don't have a lot of time cuz I have some homework but I have tons of pics of course lol...
My boyfriend can dance
   
Best friends since 6th grade
 
I love Ryan, he's my best friend... he's also gay and my best shopping buddy
 
Michigan v. Ohio State
    
My favorite picture
 
HAHAHAHA oh man
 
My two favorite boys
 
Turning into iceicles
Liz
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| So I had a good day yesterday, only ate breakfast and it was just grape fruit and some OJ. Now tonight my friends want to stay in order pizza, bake cookies and watch a movie. I'm thinking I'm going to say I'm sick and have too much homework, but I really want to hang out with everyone and watch a movie. No one here knows about my ED, people notice that I don't eat much and they've asked about but I always just say I'm not a big eater or I have no appetite from stress or something. I don't drink that much here but I do quite a bit and the calories are horrible so I need to slow it down. Tomorrow is the Michigan vs. Ohio State game and I am SOOOO pumped!!! Plus my best friend is coming up from Vanderbilt and I cannot wait.
Hope everyone has a good weekend.
Love, Lizzie
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| Omg I haven't posted on here all summer! So I guess I'll give a little update of my life.
Well let's see I moved to Seattle this summer, and it wasn't that bad. But the best of all I'm in college now!!! At the University of Michigan and I love it! College is so much fun, but it's hard work too. But it's not so good food wise. I HATE the food here, I don't eat it. When I left Seattle for school I was 102 pounds at fall break I was 107, I didn't bring a scale or anything so I freaked out and haven't really been eating since. I find it so hard to concentrate during my classes on the days I don't eat so I've been eating breakfast, so I'm up bright and early before 7 since I have class EVERY day at 8, but it's not so bad. Today I had some pineapple and water, so it was a good day. The homework is insane!! I cannot wait for thanksgiving break, I'm going to back to Seattle for the first time since august. I don't know what else to write so I guess I'll just add some pics...
Random pic in my backyard in Seattle, you go up those stairs on the side to get to my house
  
All my backage I had to check at the airport when I left for school
Now these are of my side of the dorm
    
My wonderful boyfriend
 
I love Michigan football
and I love my roomie
 
 
 
Halloween
All my loves from back home in Michigan
  
Want some? Haha
well comment
Love, Lizzie
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